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December 31 KNOW THYSELF
The following is a meditation that anyone can use because every person has these qualities. You have these qualities. Whether you think of these as “fruits of the Holy Spirit,” innate Buddha qualities, or something else, it is worthwhile to get acquainted with yourself, and ponder your purpose. Read the following list as a meditation about yourself. Ask yourself what you would add to this list.
I have opportunities and abundance so I can be expressing me. I have many gifts so I can be becoming.
-2008-
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Spirit of Wisdom, Peace, and Renewal, enlighten us and bring harmony to our lives, and make the whole world holy.
October 20 SIGNS OF THE TIMES
“Is there anyone at your house over 65 who could get a senior discount?” she asked slyly looking at my gray hair.
Over 65! I thought the senior discount was for anyone 55 and older. That was at the medical supplies store where I was buying a hot water bottle to keep my toes warm this winter, when I plan to have the heat turned down to save energy. Is this store pinching pennies? Well, most of their customers would be seniors and they can’t be expected to give a discount to all of them. (By the way, if you use a hot water bottle, you learn very soon to wrap it securely in a plastic bag in case it leaks, and to not let the water be too hot.)
Then at the grocery store I noticed that the produce department had shrunk. Well, harvest time is over isn’t it? Taking the place of produce was a huge display of carbonated beverages. But I noticed that the baked goods section had also shrunk. (This grocery store has its own bakery – very nice.) Actually, I’d noticed that before – the baked goods area has been steadily shrinking for several months as they remove sales tables and counters. The case of the shrinking grocery store (hmmm).
No problem finding everything I wanted in the grocery store this time, unlike previous visits over the past few months when some things were out of stock. I kept asking myself how this store could be having a problem staying stocked just a mile or two from one of the biggest interstates in the nation, if not the biggest. Producers are faltering? And now there is more to buy, because others are buying less? I don’t know what’s going on. This store carries some organic products, so I go there for the organic. I need this store.
And what’s happening with the salad bar? Seems like the new policy is to make sure each and every bin is nearly empty before they toss what’s left and replenish. I got a well-picked over salad. Oh well, maybe the salad bar was just unattended for some reason?
There was something else new – two huge tables filled with assorted items, all sale-priced 99 cents or less; all discontinued brands I suppose. Not great on a day when the papers were screaming “global meltdown” or some such.
Another thing I like about my grocery store is that they take the groceries to the car and load them. What do you say to a man pushing your groceries? I asked this man “What do think about the ‘crisis.’ Is it real or are they just trying to sell newspapers?” He had plenty to say on that – he is retired he says, in his seventies, like his wife. (Some retirement where he has to keep working!) He said, “I don’t trust the banks; I don’t trust Washington.” He’s worried about his very small retirement savings. He didn’t say he’s angry and scared, but he is.
I am worried that in these hard times this grocery store could be losing customers. It’s such a great store, I hope it can stay open.
Earlier that day I noticed the gas station had changed, too, and I don’t mean the sky-high prices for gasoline. For some months now, the new rule has been cash customers pay inside first unless they are at the nearest pump where they can be observed by the checker. Dishonesty, or rather desperation, has been growing along with the prices. Now I noticed a new sign – “For these credit cards, pay inside” (they named two card companies). So they don’t trust those cards anymore.
Another sign of the times – almost no traffic! I was thinking maybe I was the last person on Earth. People are finally learning how to conserve gasoline and to do more than one errand at a time?
Many houses for sale on my street. Where will the people go?
Later that week the local paper announced some teachers might be fired – not as many children had signed up as anticipated. Where are the children? Another article mentioned 500 homes on the market locally that were foreclosed (banks took over). Could the lack of children have something to do with that? People are moving to less expensive areas? Nobody knows what’s happening with the schools.
Several weeks ago the clerk at the drug store said that more and more people are asking for rain checks (to get the current price at a later date). Meaning more things are out of stock? Or just more people are asking? Or both? I don’t know.
When I went to the bank in early August, the desk clerk there said, “Watch out for that other bank,” and he named a bank. “It will fail.” He said he was sure. He said it’s easy to find out how sound a bank is by going online. At the time I thought he was just trying to steer me away from his competition and shrugged it off. Now if he knew two months ago what was going to happen to that particular bank, and obviously the bank’s officials must have had a pretty clear idea of what could happen, why didn’t the government know AND do something well in advance of this crisis to head it off?
Why hasn’t the government done something about health care, immigration, global warming, etc? This Congress was elected to stop the war. They didn’t. Did they do anything? Oh well, they kept the government running. That’s good.
The bank clerk said, “If you want to be secure, buy a cow.” Now I’m thinking maybe this guy knew what he was talking about. Now I’m thinking a cow would be a good idea, except that a cow would be too big. Maybe I need a few sheep instead. They would take care of cutting the grass and that way I wouldn’t have to pay for lawn care. Sheep milk tastes OK, doesn’t it?
My view – when people’s lifetime savings can vaporize overnight or in a week, just because other people are gambling, and that’s what it is, gambling in the stock market with nearly real-time online trading, and gambling by making bad bank loans, then this gambling has got to stop. We have an economic system that is badly in need of radical reform. Forget about just rearranging the deck chairs.
-2008-
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October 06 THE BIRD FEEDER TEST
In fairy tales, the young man trying to win the hand of the king’s daughter must perform some difficult feat, like killing a fire-breathing dragon, before he can marry the princess and become the heir to the throne.
Shouldn’t we ask our political candidates to show us what they can do; shouldn’t they have to pass some test before they are allowed to run for office? After all, being able to spend campaign money handed over by corporate donors hardly demonstrates one’s proficiency at governing, nor does being part of the government a specified number of years. Well, of course I know that no test would give us the answers we need and besides, testing wouldn’t be democratic, but what if >>>
What if each candidate was required to perform some simple task, like putting up a bird feeder, keeping it filled with seed, and doing it all so the squirrels did not get the seed? We’d watch them at their tasks like we watch the characters on reality TV. We’d watch them go the big box store, and see what type of bird feeder equipment they select, or we’d watch as they made a homemade bird feeder. We’d learn whether they are dedicated enough and patient enough to feed the birds every day, whether they are smart enough to be able to outwit the squirrels. We’d give them only so much money and see if they could live within a budget.
We’d take off points if a candidate buys a plastic bird feeder and the squirrels gnaw big holes in the feeder. We’d take off points if the squirrels are able to climb onto the feeder and empty it more than once a day. Extra points off if he allows the seeds that tumble down onto the ground to stay there and attract mice. Extra points off if the mice population starts to attract snakes. He’s out of the running if any snakes or mice come into the house. If the raccoons knock down the bird feeder and start batting it around the yard to get out the seed, it’s an automatic F. He’s disqualified if deer come and nibble at the seed and leave deer ticks all over the yard.
If the candidate starts shooting at the squirrels with a gun to kill them, he’s not the right kind of candidate for us. We need someone who can manage to accomplish things without resorting to violence.
What if the candidate decides he needs more bird seed and decides to “liberate” some seed from the neighbor’s bird feeder? What if he goes over to the neighbor’s yard and starts shooting the neighbor’s squirrels, shooting the birds, mice, raccoons, and deer and anything else that is trying to get at the neighbor’s bird seed? What if he wrecks the neighbor’s yard? What if he then insists he will not leave the neighbor’s yard until he has gathered up every last bit of bird seed over there? Maybe some imperialist tendencies?
Now I’ve been saying, “he” throughout my musings here, but of course, a candidate could be “she” just as well.
I think I’d be impressed by a candidate who could figure out a way to thwart the squirrels, maybe by putting the bird feeder up on a squirrel-proof metal pole. He’d get points for having it close enough to trees so the birds could fly there to rest and feel secure, and yet far enough from trees so the squirrels couldn’t jump from the trees to the feeder. High enough so passing deer couldn’t get seed and passing cats couldn’t get at the birds. With a base that could be swept with a broom.
He’d get even more points by doing it all in an ecologically sound way (with organic bird seed, for example), with calm, thoughtful planning. I’d be even more impressed if he also found a way for all the wild creatures to share the yard and live together in peaceful harmony.
Life hands us plenty of unanticipated happenings, consequences, and surprises each time we start a project, each time we try to accomplish anything. Somehow we need to know not just if a candidate can accomplish a particular task such as installing a bird feeder – that part is relatively easy; we also need to know how he will handle all the unanticipated happenings (like mice and snakes materializing under the bird feeder), and if he is smart, analytical, flexible, carefully deliberative, and capable of crafting a strategy that is responsive, fits the moment, and will work in the long-term.
It would be fun to watch the squirrelly misadventures of the candidates on reality TV. Better there than on the nightly news after they get elected.
Look before you leap.
I’d like to get the current candidates into some sort of Survivor setting where we’d quickly learn if they could in fact work cooperatively together to accomplish some positive result. What little I saw of Survivor was a disappointment (before I stopped watching programmed TV many years ago). None of the show’s contestants moved beyond the boundaries inherent in the show and they did little but form “alliances” and generate sound bites. We need to know if our candidates could do better than that, taking initiative, moving beyond boundaries, demonstrating an ability to overcome gridlock in DC.
In Survivor, the outcome is never in question – one person is left. A real surprise ending would be if the contestants banded together, refused to compete, and persuaded the show’s executives to distribute the prize money equally among all the contestants. (Do we ever step outside the script for our own lives?)
-2008-
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September 22 IT'S ALL HAPPENING IN MY GARDEN
IT’S ALL HAPPENING IN MY GARDEN
My garden is starting to look like a September garden.
Many of the marigolds have started going to seed. I’ve started collecting the seed. I’ll likely get enough to fill a bucket.
Did you know you’re not supposed to plant small marigold plants (several inches high with small crimson and orangey-yellow flowers) in the same yard with large marigold plants (much taller with large lemon-yellow flowers). You’ll get a hybrid that is a large woody plant with small crimson and orangey-yellow flowers. Well, I did that. I didn’t suspect anything would happen. Now I have almost none of the regular large marigold plants left. What I have are maybe fifty or a hundred of the hybrids, some of which are very tall. Mostly more than knee high. A few chest high!!! The tallest are growing where I have compost. The hybrids tend to be very bushy in shape.
I do think that the hybrid is an improvement over either of its predecessors. There are far more flowers per plant. And while I guess I prefer lemon-yellow, I don’t really care which. After years of planting this hybrid I guess I have a plant that is very well adapted to the hard clay in my yard (heh, heh).
Let me add here that I have the marigolds planted partway along two sides of the house so you don’t start visualizing whole fields of them.
I’m glad things turned out the way they did. I guess the moral of the story is this – things could turn out better than you could ever imagine.
Or not? Well, here I am disturbing the balance of nature big time in my garden. The tall hybrids are ideal habitat for praying mantises who like: (1) to be a few feet up off the ground, and (2) to be able to snap at any flying insects coming to the flowers. Which means that my lovely garden is not so butterfly-friendly.
I’ve been conserving mantis egg cases when I find them. Of course they are beneficial insects, keeping the garden free of pests. But I think that this year I will be moving all the egg cases out of the marigold area into some other area of the yard that has no flowers blooming later in the season when the mantises are big enough to prey on the butterflies.
Whether that will work or not I don’t know. Mantises can fly. For sure many will still find their way to the marigolds. Which is good because I need a few? But not too many.
I wish the praying mantises could kill the Japanese beetles which are voracious pests. I found out why they can’t. I watched a standoff between a Japanese beetle and a praying mantis many weeks ago. The mantis moved very, very slowly in the direction of the beetle that just sat facing the mantis. This inching forward took perhaps a minute or two. Time stood still. Then faster than the eye can see, the mantis struck. Thud! Then – nothing. The beetle’s hard shell was impenetrable? The mantis wandered off. The beetle, realizing the coast was clear, stretched out its many legs (that had been curled under it for protection?), and started to wander off, too. Interesting that the beetle could sense the mantis, curl up, and protect itself. Interesting that the beetle could not defend itself against me.
I should add that the hybrid marigold is fairly resistant to the Japanese beetles, unlike its large marigold predecessor which would get demolished. The beetles like to sit on top of the hybrids, but don’t seem to damage them. And when they’re all congregated like that, makes it easy to spot ’em.
I’ve been trying to change the balance of nature by weeding out the trumpet vine (with small trumpet-shaped vermillion flowers) that grows everywhere and makes a tangled mess. But this year I planted morning glories, and somehow ended up with more trumpet vine in that area than morning glories. I think because the leaves are so similar, I left the trumpet vine thinking it was morning glory.
But that turned out alright anyway. The hummingbird likes the trumpet vine flowers – a lot. I can look out my window over that bit of garden. Once in a while the hummingbird will come zooming in, then dart at the flowers for nectar. One time I was watching, I saw it perch a couple of times on plants to rest – I never saw that before. (The hummingbird does not perch while feeding.) I wondered if the hummingbird knew pure happiness, perched there in quiet sunshine surrounded by flowers. What is even better is to be out in the garden and have a hummingbird come by close enough so I can hear its wings humming.
I very much like to see the goldfinch perched on the tall coneflowers, busily pecking out the seeds. The goldfinch is not really gold, but lemon-yellow with black trim. That’s the male. The female has a greenish cast to her back and so is closer to gold. I had almost weeded the coneflower thinking it was a weed. Well, it is a weed but I’d intentionally put the coneflower seed there, seed I’d gathered from my drain field meadow. Just didn’t recognize it at first. That turned out well.
When I saw my second katydid (strange insect that looks like a leaf), I wondered at the marvelous balance of nature that allows the katydid chorus to play in the evenings. The katydids are mostly unseen up in the trees, playing their tune. It is such a soothing cadence. And they do it without any help from me.
-2008-
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September 08 ONCE UPON A TIME
“It is the Earth Goddess for all to see” – that’s what Silbury Hill is according to the narrator on the DVD, “Goddess Remembered.” It is “the tallest prehistoric man-made mound in Europe and one of the world's largest,” according to the Stone Pages site on antiquities. It looks like a gigantic pile of dirt. It is more than four thousand years old.
I couldn’t recall Silbury Hill. I looked it up in my book, Voyages of the Pyramid Builders; The True Origins of the Pyramids from Lost Egypt to Ancient America, by Robert M. Schoch, Ph.D. with Robert Aquinas McNally. The book says, “Whiteness is a key characteristic of another pyramid candidate: Silbury Hill, which is located just south of the village of Avebury in England’s Wiltshire. A massive artificial mound with a flat top, Silbury Hill stands approximately 130 feet high, with a base circumference of 1,640 feet that covers more than five acres. The hill contains over 12 million cubic feet of earth and chalk, the latter originally coloring it white. This monument was built in three stages, the first beginning in about 2660 BC. Various legends and stories attach to Silbury Hill, but the monument’s purpose remains unknown.”
If Silbury Hill is a mound of the Great Goddess, does it signify her breast or her womb? The DVD would seem to favor the idea of a breast because it launches into some sort of paean to her breast. However, a BBC article says “Earth worshippers believe that Silbury is, in fact, the swollen womb of the Earth Goddess and provides a symbol linking the harvest with the pregnant earth.”
Silbury Hill is flat on top, but that flat area is atop some sort of round crown, a circle within the much larger circle of the base circumference. And the round crown – is it a nipple or just some erosion? This tourism page says, “Each of the six steps was concealed within the overall profile of the mound, except the last one at the top which was left as a terrace or ledge about 17 feet (5 m.) below the summit. This terrace is clearly visible on the eastern side of the mound, but less distinct from the west.” Yes, it is clearly visible and apparently intended – so the breast idea seems plausible. I’ll add here what the UK’s English Heritage says about Silbury Hill, “Its purpose and significance remain enigmatic,” just so you know what the official position is.
According to the DVD, people dug into Silbury Hill in order to search for ancient treasure, but apparently, there was no treasure (at least no known report of it). The top of Silbury Hill collapsed in 2000 and this was a delayed result of destructive excavations in 1776. And other excavations at Silbury Hill have caused similar problems. (What barbarians would dig destructive tunnels into an ancient artifact!!! What a shame!!!) And now as part of an effort to analyze and remedy the problem tunnels, “investigators” have drilled seven boreholes deep into the mound. No doubt adding to the destruction.
The DVD shows Silbury Hill covered by sheep. The hill is brown compared to the surrounding countryside and I had to ask myself if the brownness is grass or some other plant that is seasonally brown, or if the hill is nearly denuded by the sheep (that tend to nibble down to the roots and kill the grass). Without sufficient grass, this ancient monument will just wash away in the rain. The photo in the book shows erosion gullies cascading down the sides of the mound. (Maybe something has already been done to protect the mound from the sheep by now? We can only hope so. And perhaps the sheep are allowed there only briefly to provide some sort of ecological “mowing” function to keep tree saplings from taking over?) Seems to me their sharp little hooves could dislodge bits of surface material.
An aerial view of a different pre-historic site in the DVD astonished me. Some bureaucrat had put a paved road right across the Stonehenge site. The circle of prehistoric stones there is just a small circle inside a much larger circle, which has a road across it. Is nothing sacred? Didn’t building the road disturb the archeological record? I can’t imagine how a road could be built there without disturbing at least the top layers. I was just aghast to see that road! In their hubris they thought no doubt that they could find and knowledgeably analyze everything there was to find of any archeological significance before they sent in the bulldozers. What a shame!!! And the road had no purpose other than to get the tourists within closer walking distance of the stones.
There is also a major highway that misses the Stonehenge outer circle by mere meters – what artifacts were lost putting in that highway? Not much thought went into that either!
There’s a major highway going right past Silbury Hill, too. Not much thought went into that either!
I wonder what motivated the ancient people to keep on building Silbury Hill generation after generation for 400 years. What was its purpose? Did they climb it to make harvest offerings to fruitful Earth at the top of the hill? Did they dance on it to celebrate the rising of the full moon? Did they sing hymns to the nourishing Great Mother? Sounds like more fun than sitting in front of a screen clicking on a mouse.
Sometimes a circle is just a circle.
It is interesting that the Silbury and Stonehenge design of a circle within a much larger circle is also found in the huge “rose windows” of many Christian cathedrals; for example, the beautiful rose window at the Cathedral of Notre Dame (for many more, search Google images for “rose window”). Could it be we remember her still in a way, even after centuries of having spiritual traditions subverted to fit a male mold?
And sometimes a circle is an octagon??? According to the UK’s English Heritage, their recent survey using satellite mapping “suggests . . . that the mound is not in fact truly circular: on the summit it appears to be more angular than circular, while at the base it is almost octagonal in form.” That page also says that the steps may in fact be a spiraling ledge. I went back and viewed the DVD again to see if the periphery looks octagonal. Nope. The aerial view in the DVD shows nearly the whole circumference. Sure looks like it was intended to be a circle to me as the whole mound is rounded except for the top and crown. I couldn’t find the particulars on their “suggestion of an octagon,” but I expect the edge is wobbly after 4,000 years of weathering and that’s all it is.
Of course there’s no way to prove (yet) what the Goddess Remembered DVD implies, that Silbury and Stonehenge were used for worship, let alone a particular kind of worship, but it’s a good bet, because worship of the Goddess was prevalent at that time.
Our legacy will not be an enigmatic pile of dirt, or the temples, art, and statues of the ancient Goddess worshippers. Rather it will be gigantic piles of rusting containers oozing radioactive waste and hazardous chemicals, thousands of landfills overflowing with garbage, it will be a gazillion tons of crumbling asphalt and concrete, it will be a toxified and desertified landscape, polluted air and water, biological warfare germs, etc., the legacy of ripping-off the Earth. We’d do better to get re-acquainted with our connection to the Earth. A consumerist, hierarchical way of life is not the only way – there are alternatives that revere the Earth. We hope.
-2008-
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