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10月29日 CHANGE IS INEVITABLE
Have you seen photos of the beautiful cave paintings in Lascaux, France? (Click “discover,” then “virtual visit”).
There is so little we can know about these prehistoric cave paintings. What do they mean? Who painted them? Were they painted by men or women? No one knows. I doubt anyone will ever know.
The cave paintings depict different kinds of animals. Were the paintings created to petition gods, goddesses, or animal spirits to provide hunters with good hunting? Perhaps the images had no more to do with hunting than the wintry scenes of deer and chickadees on Christmas cards. We have no clues that will tell us about these people with any certainty. We have only mystery.
The Lascaux cave paintings are many times older than the pyramids of Egypt. The paintings were made about 17,000 years ago. It’s hard to grasp how long that time is. It’s easier for me if I think in terms of generations. Figure this: There is approximately one generation each 33 years (or so says The How Book for Genealogists, Sixth Edition). At three generations per century and 30 generations per millennium, that comes to 510 generations.
Maybe you have started working on your family tree. Maybe you know the names of all eight of your great-grandparents. Maybe you’ve traced some ancestral lines back a dozen generations, Why can’t you trace back 510 generations? Maybe one of your ancestors was the artist who painted those cave paintings. Why can’t you know her name?
Well obviously, the reason you can’t go back 510 generations is because there is invariably some catastrophic event like a fire burning down a church with all the church records inside, a war where everyone in the town is killed or becomes a refugee, a flood, a famine, a plague, etc., and records are lost. Languages evolve and records become undecipherable, paper records molder and crumble and are not replaced; and if you go back far enough, there is no system of recordkeeping, or no writing. People forget. People emigrate. Communities forget or disintegrate. Institutions don’t last. Libraries, governments, organizations – all fail eventually or so it would seem.
We like to think we have continuity in our institutions. Many who call themselves Christian like to think they are followers of a man named Jesus who lived about 2,000 years ago in Palestine, but how many of these so-called Christians actually understand and strive to follow his instruction to “love your enemy”? Just how much continuity is there?
We like to think that the concept of democracy and “liberty for all” instituted a short 200 years ago here in the US will last forever, but now people seem willing to give away chunks of that liberty – the freedom from government spying guaranteed by the fourth amendment to the US Constitution. They are giving away our liberty in order to obtain some more “protection” and “security,” not realizing that the very foundation of our strength and our identity as a nation lies in the liberty they are giving away. Will there be continuity or not?
We like to think that the institutions on which our society depends are rock solid, and then we look around and see that half of all marriages end in divorce. We see that the news media are being taken over by commercial interests that give us entertainment news, not real news, and we have very few independent news outlets left. We see that all the decisions that really matter in this country are increasingly being made by the corporate puppeteers who hold the strings in government. Hard to find continuity amid the changes!
When does a civilization start to collapse? When a devastating hurricane comes along? When the climate changes and the people have no more rain for food crops? When someone decides to drain the Treasury for one more war to grab resources? When the country goes into massive debt to pay war profiteers and much of that debt is held by foreigners, and the taxpayers’ debt and interest payments go abroad? When the jobs go abroad? When the people self-destruct on drugs and poison themselves with pollution? When the people lose control of their government, yet couldn’t care less?
When we look at the kaleidoscope of history there is very little that is lasting. Nothing is constant except change.
Where am I going with this? Lately we’ve heard that we need to increase the number of nuclear power plants in order to decrease our carbon footprint on this Planet – meaning we need more nuclear power plants so we can continue our unrestrained consumerism, without worsening global warming. Of course building more nuclear power plants means more highly radioactive nuclear waste – waste that is incredibly toxic and needs to be kept out of the environment; waste that stays dangerous for hundreds of thousands of years (far longer than the amount of time that has passed since the caves were painted at Lascaux). Well, good luck with that.
What about current plans to bury the radioactive nuclear waste deep in Yucca Mountain, Nevada? Some would like us to accept the risk that it might leak into groundwater, get into drinking water, into the biosphere, and into the food chain. Accept the risk of earthquakes. Accept the risk that people might someday unwittingly disturb the waste burial ground, or maybe release the waste intentionally as an act of terrorism or insanity. There would have to be institutional controls to keep people away. But how? – fences and armed guards funded by bureaucracies spanning millennia? How long would those institutional controls last? 200 years? 2,000 years? Not long enough? How could anyone reasonably expect we could manage these wastes and keep the burial site intact over thousands of years?
It remains to be seen if we will opt for energy sources and life styles that are compatible with our desire to respect and live in harmony with Mother Earth. Or will we create more radioactive nuclear waste that will burden and endanger hundreds of generations yet unborn?
The cave painters of Lascaux were able to sustain themselves without leaving any footprint except one – their paintings – a lingering bit of beauty to remind us and warn us of the fragility of our vaunted institutions.
What will future generations remember about us? How long will we (and our wastes) be remembered?
Slide show and music on my main page.
-2007-
10月22日 TRIALS WITH BIRD FEEDERS
The squirrels win every time.
At first I thought a plastic bird feeder would be OK. The feeder looked pretty. It was cheaper than the wooden ones. What I didn’t anticipate was that the squirrels would gnaw at the feeder and put holes in it. Not to mention emptying the feeder almost as soon as I put bird seed into it.
For a while I was able to hold off the squirrels by putting big plastic sheeting around the deck railing that the feeder was tied to. In retrospect, it’s a wonder the neighbors didn’t complain about the unsightliness of it all. But in short order the squirrels figured out how to circumvent the barrier.
Another thing I didn’t anticipate was that the mice would take a liking to the seeds that tumbled to the ground from the bird feeder and that a little colony of mice would set up shop under the feeder. I didn’t actually see any mice, but I assume they were there because I did see the three foot snake that decided to make itself at home under the bird feeder, probably because there were plenty of mice there for it to eat.
Fortunately, no snakes or mice came into the house.
That all happened when I lived in my previous home. When I moved out here to the country, I got another feeder and one of those bowl-shaped squirrel-guards to hang over it. That kept the squirrels off. But I found out I had put the bird feeder too close to my shed where I keep my car. Mice were attracted by the seeds that fell to the ground and started nesting in my car engine. The mice covered up the top of the battery with seeds and other debris, and they ate a large hole in the lining on the underside of the car hood! Fortunately no mice decided to come into my house.
I realized I needed to move the feeder away from the shed and house. I put it up high in a tree. What I didn’t anticipate was that there were raccoons in the woods and they had no trouble climbing trees. They would knock down the feeder and bat it around the yard to make the seeds tumble out.
That was long ago and I gave up trying to feed the birds.
I suppose I could get someone to install a bird feeder up high on a squirrel-proof metal pole. Have him dig a hole in the ground (maybe with a jack hammer since the soil is so tough around here, ha, ha). Put a pipe sleeve in concrete, put a squirrel baffle on the pipe, and so on, all for a small fortune. Or I could get one of those expensive squirrel-resistant feeders with bars. But then I’m sure I’d have to be prepared for so many adverse consequences, like maybe deer coming up and getting at the fallen seed. Maybe get deer ticks in the yard and who knows what else.
Life hands us plenty of unanticipated happenings, consequences, and surprises each time we start a project, each time we try to accomplish anything. I suppose I could try to just do nothing at all, all day long, but I doubt that would work – I think life will have its way with me no matter what I do.
I’m not sure the birds need to be fed in the winter, but it’s probably something we should do since that is the way the National Audubon Society is able to document the ongoing decline in common songbirds – with volunteers doing the annual birdfeeder counts, the Audubon Christmas Bird Count and The Great Backyard Bird Count.
The squirrels don’t need to be fed, at least not around here – they have plenty of acorns. (They get no sympathy from me, heh, heh.)
If I did feed the birds, I’d try to learn how to identify them so I could participate in the counts. I’d try to buy organic wild bird seed (grown without pesticides) so I wouldn’t risk harming the birds with seed that might be contaminated with pesticide. After all, I wouldn’t want to risk contributing to their decline. I wasn’t able to find any organic seed among the huge variety of commercial wild bird seed in my local grocery store, but undoubtedly, if I looked in the organic foods section, I’d find human-grade organic sunflower seeds that the birds would like. I found an interesting place online that sells organic wild bird seed that I might try some day.
But I’m not sure I want to add to the list of chores and tasks I have to do on a regular basis, or contend with any more unexpected happenings in the mice and squirrel department.
Slide show and music on my main page.
-2007-
10月8日 THE ROAR OF SILENCE
Held captive and incommunicado in her own home for nearly 12 of the past 18 years by the military dictatorship in Myanmar (formerly Burma), Ms. Suu Kyi, Nobel Peace Prize winner, is an icon of the democracy movement there. She is the leader of the National League for Democracy, the opposition political party in Myanmar. She has never been charged or tried with any offence.
An Open Letter to Aung San Suu Kyi Of Myanmar (Burma)
Dear Ms. Suu Kyi,
First of all, let me greet you and say I hope you are well. I know you cannot read this letter now, but maybe someday you will read it and know that someone was wishing the best for you in your captivity.
I have been worried about you and hope you are all right. I suspect that being under house arrest and living the life of a shut-in or a hermit is not to your liking, not after the hurly-burly of politics, when you used to meet with people all day long. I suspect it is not easy to live in constant peril.
I wonder how you spend your days: Do you wash the kitchen floor for the umpteenth time? Do you re-read your books? Do you watch the spiders weave their webs? I wonder if they let you keep your Nobel Peace Prize in your home and if you have it on a shelf. Are you ever allowed to use a phone? You don’t get to have many visitors – once in a while a rare visit from a UN representative or others, but do they allow you to keep a cat for company? (Some of these questions are silly, I know, but I am trying to imagine what your life is like trapped inside your home.) When will you see your sons again? What is it like to live with 200 riot police outside your home? I was glad to read you have a piano to play or at least you used to have one.
I was pleased to find a BBC slide show on your life and a fairly recent photo of you online. You still look elegant. In your steadfast gaze I thought I saw patience, perseverance, peacefulness, dignity, and determination. The years of persecution and isolation have not dimmed your spirit.
I wonder if you have a radio and have heard about what has been happening in Myanmar recently – monks, peaceful and unarmed, being shot dead in the streets because they were marching in demonstrations for democracy.
I hope that someday soon you will be free to stroll around a grocery store or market place and pinch the lemons if that is what you would like, free to travel to some nature park out in the countryside to enjoy the scenery, free to go online and send e-mails and have your own Web site, and finally be free to speak publicly.
Dictators are much the same the world over. They use force and violence and they curtail civil liberties. Some might see the 14 leaders of the military junta in Myanmar as examples of success, after all, they have what they want, don’t they – power and wealth? Well, consider this: your jailors are imprisoned. They are imprisoned in the organizational structures they have created to oppress others. They are imprisoned by their greed and fear, their fear of the citizens of their own country pressing on for democracy. They are imprisoned by their fear of losing power. The one who points a gun is not free – he is not free of his need for violence and his struggle to control others.
I hope you do not believe you have been forgotten. I suspect the people of your country will never forget you Daw Aung San Suu Kyi – elected prime minister of Myanmar in a decisive victory, and yet the military dictatorship would not let you assume office. That is the stuff of legends that will last until the end of time.
The world has not forgotten you. I googled your name “Suu Kyi,” and got more than a half million results. You might not know how the world is hoping for you and the world is watching. Do you know that you have become an icon of the democracy movement in your country? You have become one of the brightest stars in the sky.
By silencing you, the dictators have seriously miscalculated, because the sound of your silence is deafening. It is a sound heard everywhere around the world.
With wishes for peace from,
Sign a Petition on Myanmar (Burma)
http://www.avaaz.org/en/stand_with_burma/
-2007-
10月1日 KNITTING AND UNRAVELING
A few weeks ago I got the urge to knit something.
Knitting is such a soothing activity; such a nice way to do something creative. It gives me a good feeling. It’s easy once you know how.
I like the feel of the knitting, its texture. I like to move the knitting along the needle when I finish a row, stretch it out, look at it, examine the pattern, look at it some more, admire the color – oh, so nice.
I am knitting a neck scarf for myself. I hope to finish it before the cold weather really sets in (assuming we will have a normal winter this year, and not a summery December like last year). Now I could buy a scarf and that would save me a lot of time and actually, I have plenty of scarves and don’t need a scarf. But I don’t have a scarf that I’ve made myself. Somehow I need that.
Some might find a repetitive task like knitting to be boring. I don’t. I think it is relaxing. I like counting to myself, “knit, knit, purl, purl.”
I hadn’t knitted in a long time and forgot how to do it. (It’s not like “riding a bicycle,” heh, heh.) So I bought a book on how to knit, entitled, “10-20-30 Minutes to Learn to Knit.” This book is rather remarkable with lots of project patterns and of course, detailed instructions on how to move the knitting needles and wrap the yarn. It has many photos and drawings. It just amazes me that someone made this book, and had the incredible patience to draft the whole thing and make the drawings. It wasn’t done just for money, let me tell you. There is so much love of the art of knitting, and care and attention to detail in this book. It is amazing.
After I’d knitted several inches of my scarf I found that I’d made some sort of error because the pattern got skewed, and I couldn’t figure out how to fix it. I had to unravel all my work. I decided I didn’t like that pattern anyway and started over with a new pattern.
Here is my new pattern:
Row 1: K2, P2, K2, P2 . . . . . . . . K2, P2, K2 Row 2: K2, P2, K2, P2 . . . . . . . . K2, P2, K2 Row 3: P2, K2, P2, K2 . . . . . . . . P2, K2, P2 Row 4: P2, K2, P2, K2 . . . . . . . . P2, K2, P2 (34 stitches in each row.)
At one point I stopped knitting in the middle of a row and set down my knitting to doze a bit and when I resumed knitting, I inadvertently turned the knitting around and instead of continuing and finishing the row, I knitted back the way I’d come. It took many hours for me to figure out what I’d done wrong and fix it. More unraveling.
I feel sort of guilty about knitting. Maybe I should be doing something “productive” with my time, maybe saving the world. After all, the world needs to be saved. Just look at the newspapers – the world is unraveling with global warming, war, crime, drugs, famine, floods, pestilence, earthquakes, and hurricanes, etc. People live as refugees, people live in prisons, people live with hunger, people live with pollution, people live without healthcare, and more. But I’ve never been able to save the world. Not that I don’t try a bit from time to time. The best I can hope for is to keep myself from unraveling.
I sustain my little cocoon of peace and harmony as best I can with a knit, knit, purl, purl.
Slide show and music on my main page.
-2007-
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